Monday, January 12, 2009

Feeling blue

Feeling blue, feeling blue, feeling blue, my heart says it cant be cant be true.......
A sweet li'l Bollywood number that captures what an idiot feels when he cannot come to terms with the fact that he's in love.
Bollywood songs are great, hear them long enough and your mind goes numb; all pain ceases and you are in a parallel universe (despite not being high).

Have you ever said or done something that you wish you never had? Well, life is about choices, and more often than not about regrets. I'll maybe never learn that some things are best left unsaid.

Sigh....
I'll have a blue christmas (again) without you,
I'll be so blue thinking about you,
Decorations of red on a green christmas tree,
But, I'll have a blue, blue christmas.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

An endless journey

Did you see the old crone
Excitedly sharing yesterday
With her friends in the train?
Did you see the glint of pain
In her eyes that she tried to hide
All in vain, coz her eyes said it all?

Do you see the pretty faces
Peeking out of dusty windows
And tiny homes that line
The road as you rush to reach work in time?
They seem happy, but know
They are unsure and afraid of tomorrow

Do you see the unknown crowd
Looking out of the bus like you
Searching for someone thy might never find
But, still hoping they will, in their mind
Do you see you in all of them
Thinking you're fine and living a lie?

Do you close your eyes as you hit a signal?
Shut them to urchins asking for a penny?
Your pain, to you, is all you should bother
About, coz soon you'll reach office
And get into frenzy to finish work
And go home to come back again for this endless journey.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Dream on while you can

Dream of sunshine, of winter and the cold rain
That pours down from heaven to flow
To your window pane

Dream of fields and cows, or cattle, ducks, and hen
All pottering about you
Or even piglets in a pen!

Dream of living and loving, people you care
About or crazy adventures that
You’ll love to share

Dream of Christmassy mistletoes and an aisle
That waits and wonders
Till you dream of walking the mile.

A Goodbye and a resolution

Why do people have to go away?
They always do...... friends in college, colleagues at work, dear ones, everyone goes away slowly but surely. They could move or grow apart because of their own commitments, their difference of opinions, or simply because they want to take a path different from your own.

Today, I'll say goodbye to two funny, beautiful, genuine individuals who were great colleagues. Oh, this year seems like one of more goodbyes than welcomes. But, that also would mean that i met that many new friends. I'm really bad at keeping the friends I make. I tend to lose touch with people once they are out of sight. Yeah, I'm mean :(

Hope that doesnt happen henceforth; i wish i could stick to this resolution in the new year.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Online diary?

What do you do when your dad reads your diary where you keep all your dark and not so dark secrets? Put your diary in a place where he'll never be able to find it.

Well thats why I decided to write an online diary which I hope nobody will find. :P